I Hurt but I'm Alive

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Post surgery. Everything hurts. I've holed myself up from friends for a few days to recover. Now, I feel like I can write again and I will. I just wish I could talk to someone about this.

I'm working on an emotional piece for myself. Emotional is a strong word but, for me, it's just typing out the feelings I have been holding for quite some time. I don't know what I want to do with this piece but I know that if I decide to keep it to me, it means it was just meant for me. 

I have an arm's length of things I need to finish. I should get on that but I thought I could give you a brief update. 

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