No Titles, Just Update

 I'm just posting to make sure people know I live. 

My surgery is on the 1st of April. Kind of funny. I'm getting work done on my face (technically true). I don't want to talk about it but I'll be disappearing to deal with the aftermath. Just stick and message to my close buddies. That's all. 

Meanwhile, trying to work on projects. Trying to work on some little stash so I can get my name out there and fund for a certification in the meantime. Just basically working on myself while I do this. Nothing major. I did, however, open up some new account on a different website to do some experimental things. Just something minor. Something fun. It's more so to put myself out there an it is about anything else. 

Quotev is another writing website. It's nothing like Wattpad where you could possibly make bank on a story (if popular enough) through the website. Which makes it perfect to me because no incentive to be perfect. 

I think I'm struggling with writing because I want to things to be absolutely perfect. I was watching a Youtube short from an author who is at best a mile ahead, maybe more... I like the theory that people get writer's block because they're scared that anything less than perfect shouldn't be on the internet. I think I'm falling into that trap time and time again. I think we all need a place to all be messy even if we look like cringy fools. I would like to enjoy writing without feeling stuck. 

I hope anyone who does anything learn to let go of perfection at some point and just be cringy and messy, and just having fun. Not everything needs to be perfect and more, and more people need to hear about that. 

But anything is still better than an AI written story! 

I'm just going to enjoy the journey to where I want to be. Just keep working on myself.