Thoughts, Updates, No Sleep

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 I finally got something more to say days later. I'm just posting updates as I go and where I think interesting. 

What is my life anymore? I don't understand a single thing and I don't know if I want to go any deeper than that. Everything just feels complicated and hard to talk about to the general public. I just want people to let people into this small little window of mine as to where my headspace is at.

I'm going to be writing about my plant prompt this week. I'll be making sure Sassy's world is all built up enough to get into it. Sassy is my baby girl, she's my first ever character I've ever made and has evolved multiple times but now... Now, she has shed the past completely and has been baptized fully into her new era. I am still ecstatic over this story I have for her but first... Feelings from this week needs to be aired out before I can carry on and press on.

I'm already doing that but it's just been difficult with processing feelings. I'll be okay after this. I promise.

I still got plans on making a blog about all of my projects in full and what stages they're in. Just not sure when. I know I've promised but I'm not okay right now and I'm trying to find ways to make myself okay again. I will be taking it one step at a time and use my energy to focus on my writing projects throughout the blogs unless real life gives me something interesting to share.

I am sorry if my blogs have been downers but I'm feeling down, but thanks for letting me chat about it here... To some extent.

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